And yet another uber long survey thingie because I don't know how to do LJ cuts.





I AM: underestimated
I WANT: a meal other than the cereal or campbell's soup that i've been living on for the past few days
I HAVE: lots of Marilyn stuff
I WISH: it was easier to stick to weight watchers
I HATE: not doing so
I MISS: My family
I FEAR: the dark because I always think theres something lurking.... and bugs.
I HEAR: crickets outside
I SEARCH: on google
I WONDER: what this semester will be like now that im a junior, have a major, am in a new room in a new kind of building, and my boyfriend's an RA
I REGRET: nothing...theres lots of stuff i feel horrible about having said or done or wish that i could've done differently but i wouldnt change anything if it in any tiny way shape or form got me to where i am right now. Change one thing and it could change anything.... i agree with rachel, regretting means you're not happy where you are and i'm happy... i just learn from stuff i might do wrong.
I LOVE: a lot of people, a lot of things
I ACHE: For the things I cannot change - rachel, i'm keeping this one
I ALWAYS: forget something - this one to
I AM NOT: sure what I want to do with my life
I DANCE: all the time cuz its fun and to exercise sometimes too
I SING: a lot but in private cuz i suck.
I CRY: A lot - at too much actually
I AM NOT ALWAYS: able to remember everything... im very absent minded
I WRITE: in my head, but then when i try to get in on paper or the computer nothing comes out
I WIN: at pointless board games cuz im retardedly competitive.
I LOSE: at most card games except phase 10.
I CONFUSE: myself cuz im so indecisive that i make everything more complicated than it needs to be cuz i always try to think of the best possible outcomes for everything.
I SHOULD: be putting my posters up on the bare walls.

x. three things you are often complimented for:
my figure, my humor, my skin

x. you get embarrassed when:
i say something really stupid cuz i often get confused at the simplest things.

x. what upsets you:
disappointing people and not being home with my family.

x. you keep a diary:
This is it

x. you like to cook:
because when I do, its usually a huge production seeing as how i suck at it so i want everyone to appreciate it, plus i want to make people happy.

x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone:
someone always knows, at least to some extent.

x. you're in love:
with my boyfriend Adam :-)

x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead:
because i'm always late for everything but then i know better..but sometimes i forget and it works so i aim to be places by my watch's time soo im on time.

x. you bite your fingernails:
all the time

x. you believe in love:
as being all you need.

Who is...?

The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know:
im actually gonna agree with rachel and say catherine zeta jones lol.

The weirdest person you know:
whats weird really

The Loudest Person you Know:
rachel

Your close friends:
"who is your close friends?" now that's not a sentence.

The Person that Knows the Most about you:
Adam

Most Boring Teacher:
elizabeth hester- phonetics... lol.

What is...

Your most HATED phrase on IM:
"no" instead of "know" and crap like that. i understand short hand but it gets to the point where some stuff is just as easy to type if you spell it right.

Last image/thought you go to sleep with:
usually when i have to wake up and what i have to do when i wake up.

Your best feature:
physical? umm my figure i guess :-\ at least thats what im told.

Inside joke:
yeah too many


Do You...

take a shower everyday: i try.... when i stay in my room and dont go anywhere i dont always but when i go out i do.

have a(ny) crush(es): no

think you've been in love: indeedly i know so.

want to get married: Very much so...but not for a little while

have any tattoos/where?: no but i might at some point in the near future

piercings/where?: just in my ears

get motion sickness: on bad roller coasters that jerk your head around a lot.

think you're a health freak: not by choice...by weight watchers by-laws - yep im gonna agree here too rachel.

get along with your parents: much better than i used to.

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of

Ryan: phillippe heehe

Rob: Thomas

Drew: Barrymore

Stephanie: jasmin --- from junior high

Heather: fucking annoying ass bitch who follows jupiter sunrise around

Aaron: Bassist from Jupiter Sunrise

Amy: Tan...the author of the Joy Luck Club

Paul: my friend lisa's brother

Eve: yea fig leaves just cuz u said it already

John: Smith

Alex: from high school...i think she has a child now if i was told correctly. oh great

Justin: froggy guy

Ricky: Lucy

Jack: gay guy from will and grace


SCREEN NAMES: LadyyGaladriel
SIGN: i'm on the cusp of taurus and gemini
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: light-medium brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: slowly becoming natural after having dyed it reddish brown that really just made it look a little darker with slight reddish hues.
EYE COLOR: hazel


( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 7
COLOR: purple
DAY: friday
MONTH: july
SONG: too many
FOOD: mmm italian
SEASON: Summer
DRINK: sody
VEGGIE: celery


( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? depends on my mood and how hot it is
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk but obviously hot chocolate in the winter
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? yes? i think i cant remember maybe not.
HELPED SOMEONE? I hope so
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes presents and other materials :-) lol
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no, not unless you count hasbrouck.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? lj
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
KISSED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no